i at least have to let everyone know i am still alive. boo! here i be. i was just reading ove my "list of things to do before i die and i am quite pleased with it so far. i was thinking of puting up maybe later. aight gotta jet. school, argh!
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so i used to think that people were inherantly good. this morning i changed my mind and went the opposite way. ALL PEOPLE are bad. then i chilled out thought about it and decided that people are inherantly scared. i mean y'all know me right? do i look that threatening? if i walked up to your window at a stoplight and smiled like "can i ask a ( Read more... )

i was gunna do a long drawn out blog entry but then i remembered i wanted to go to randy's cuz i is hungry.
later
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okay so non-lengthy description of the past month goes as follows...
i hate my home and cannot wait to be emancipated. <---the goal in plain english, by the spring. at first i was thinking to graduate in the spring as well but that would require a lot of work and no hockey senior year. i am opting for january '07 graduation and spring '06 ( Read more... )

sorry too long with no acess. i missed the first 2 days of school because i was at my father's funeral. that's so weird to say. yes, my father died last week. i still don't really believe it. my sister and i were taking a walk and said how we wanted to ask God one thing right then it would be for my dad to jump out from behind a bush and everyone ( Read more... )

so i hate to keep everybody in the dark. life is slow and annoying right now but not like horrible or anything. i mean it scould always be better but that's really not the thing to focus on. my mindset has changed. now i am looking at life more as like a countdown till april 10 2007. wow typing that just then makes it seem so far away, but really i ( Read more... )

this shit is just gotten to the point of ridiculousness. i mean if my aunt wants me to stay home she really sucks at showing it. what does she think for real. i mean for real. i'm not gunna hit her and have her call the police on me. i just leave and have her call them. doood. this sucks! really i want to make it work, i mean i am not stupid. but ( Read more... )

i wonder how cryptic i can make this?? anyway guys my life is so off the wall. what the fuck am i gunna do? seriously i am like at loss. it's not that i dont know what to do from day to day or like i am scared of anything it's just like i dont want to be thinking about it. truly i shouldnt have to right? what ev
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so hey sorry abt that yeaterday. ummm... and when i got to lena's i woke her up and felt really bad about that when it was kindof me who kept her up in the first place so that didn't feel great, then babs called to talk to gayle who was not home and lena said that i was if she wanted to speak with me but she didn;t. so that didn;t feel great. and i ( Read more... )

so i had a very interesting day today. like strange cosmic balancing action happening. i'll elaborate ( Read more... )