I dont like to sleep anymore, because i cant face the real world. In sleep i dream, and in dreams i am something, something more powerful and robust than my real self. I walk in two worlds, in the dream world i am the embodiement of all the strentgh and courage i wish my real self had, i am determined and never fail, my life has prupose and meaning ( Read more... )

So i've been having a tough couple of weeks, yes its great that i've gotten help, i've started on pills, i've been accepted to college, but the reality of everything i've done in such a short time is finally hitting me like a ton of bricks. I started smoking again, not the best of ideas, but everyone has some little vice they turn to in times of ( Read more... )

So for this weeks session we focussed on my lack of emotional responses ( Read more... )

Just had my weekly session, all in all quite a productive one this week, i was feeling pretty good about myself, until i got home at least when the friggin internet refused to connect! Seriously, why is that so annoying? It seems to fluster even the most level headed of persons! Bloody BT ( Read more... )

So i've not been on here for a long time, almost forgot the damn thing existed to be honest ( Read more... )

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