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[falkenstine]

I am sorry, Im sorry, that im unhappy. I am sorry im not myself. I dont mean it as an insult in any way. I dont mean to say that the people at home arnt good enough for me, or that home isnt enough to make me happy. Its just that there are people, and places that i love dearly and miss and im finding myself miserable without them. So please bear

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[rugbyrabbit]

i'm sorry it hurts so much, and i wish i could stay to help you through. But, it has better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all. Be thankful for the times you had with those people and not mourn them. It will get easier .. i promise :)

[wombat45]

well hey, I'm not sure what the beginning was about since I've been somewhat of a hermit the past 2 weeks or so, but I'm glad that one of my friends got to have such an experience that they loved so much...people should be happy for ya that you got to go through that, I think we all know you're still our friend, but I hope you find that happiness again in life buddy

[meowmixis4cats]

evan--i love you. i don't know why we weren't good friends before, but we are now, and i hope we continue to be. i am excited to become better friends with you this year.

p.s. if you ever just want to talk about austria, or whatever, just talk. i will listen. i may not understand, but i will try. i will listen.

[falkenstine]

hey, i wannabe friends with you too!

[mallory_c]

Evan, I know nothing I say will make you feel better or even want to feel better, but please hear me when I say I know exactly how you feel. You described, in better words than I, what it feels like to give up something very important and dear. Though our experiences were different, we share in similarity, evidently, the most amazing, unforgettable experience of our lives. I know we didn't talk a lot, and we just started to hang out more at the end of the year, but we have, somehow, been able to respect and understand each other in words. Everything you wrote about Austria, and Linz (though my heart still lies with Wien), and other exchange students made me want to be back there even more than I do now. I cried when I read what you wrote about Ismael because I also made some friends like he is to you over there. It's like a big empty feeling that can't be replaced. And feeling miserable, forlorn and angry about it is what I felt for about the first month. It has only been in about the last week and a bit that things have started to

[lizzy_k]

dearest evan,
you can't, you won't forget. but home will be better, it will be great. have faith, and know that all the people loving you everywhere make life better, never worse.
love, lizzy.