So long.

Things are changing.  Life is interesting.  I'm happy most of the time.  I wish I didn't work so much, but what else would I be doing?  Being pissed off that I didn't have money.  Fuck, I hate money.

I got hired at the vet. in Mannington that I go hang out at with Dr. Bob.  I've officially worked there for less than a week.  I'm learning things.  Dr ( Read more... )

 The Pens need to win tonight.  If they can't pull off a win tonight I will vom everywhere.  I am debating whether to watch it or not.  I want to watch because I want to see what happens, but I don't want to watch because I am scared of what could happen.  AHHHH ( Read more... )

I wish I could unlearn things sometimes or just forget things altogether.  I wish I weren't such a control freak.  I guess that's what I am.  I get nervous when I don't know how things are going to turn out.  I can't just let things happen.  I'm so impatient.
In other news, I actually did something on Thursday night, believe it or not.  I went to ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a bad day for no apparent reason ( Read more... )

Completely moved into the new house.  Everything fits perfectly in my room.  Rosie is adjusting and was flopping around and binkying yesterday which means she's content.  I wish she would go off her area rug onto the floors so she could explore and exercise, but she's nervous about the wood floors.  Hopefully she will warm up to them, but right now ( Read more... )

I have all these feelings and I don't know what to do with them.  I wish I were actually the robot I pretend to be half of the time.

Going to move into the new house some tomorrow.  Real excited about it.  I barely have any stuff so the move should be very easy.  I don't think I can get my bed until Tuesday though, so I guess it will be official ( Read more... )

Been feeling weird lately.  Something is just a little off.  I'm gonna blame all the drugs I've been on.  They are kinda fun, the drugs that is, except you can't think clearly and you're tired all the time.  I don't know how people do drugs and function for real.  My thought is so clouded that I couldn't even imagine trying to operate like a normal ( Read more... )

I think it's nice when people I care about can be happy. Sometimes it doesn't even matter what you are feeling as long as you can sit back and watch your friends be happy and interact like human beings it makes everything okay for a while. Sort of like TV, only better because you know these people and you know that they are really happy, not ( Read more... )

I study a lot these days.  Since I don't play rugby, I study more.  It's totally nuts.  I have a biochem test on Wednesday and I started studying for it last Monday.  It's good, I guess. If you're into nerds.

Finally figured out my schedule for next fall.  I may take this class called dairy heifer management and I am SO EXCITED about it.  I also ( Read more... )