my summer thus far: work. with a few good weekends thrown in there. this weekend should be splendid however...friday night = bonfire with VVHS grads. good times with folks i miss and haven't gotten a chance to catch up with in a year. pick up trucks, country music, and a bon fire will be fabulous. saturday night = bonfire with HMDC staff. not ( Read more... )

it's very strange to be home. it's like this time warp back to 2002. the same people the same plans. i love my friends so much and i'm so glad i get to spend some much valued time with them...but this town doesn't let time go at the speed of the outside world. i guess that's partly why i like it so much...i can always escape back to the real ( Read more... )

it's hard to say things have fallen apart when it's been like this for a while. there's things i don't want to let go of and some things that i know i need to. and everytime i think about it, it feels like a heart attack; i find it beautiful and disturbing how the distress and confusion of one person is so strongly reflected in myself. simply ( Read more... )

...i'd like to be as tough as i wish i were. to just laugh when i get hurt and say to myself, "it's not your fault and you're not the only one who knows that." unfortunately, i have issues with just saying "fuck it" and moving on. i take things to heart and get my feelings hurt. when it's not my fault, i still try to fix it. i don't like to be ( Read more... )

Call Her: Erin, Ren, E-Mac, E-mac Dizzle, Hot [Hoterin], etc ( Read more... )

rock. as of 9:18 this morning, winter quarter for erin marie [that's me] was OVER! i'm pretty sleepy. cause a 7:30am exam will do that to you. but it's all good...it's worth some drowsiness. i'll live. it's nice to be here and not have to bother with school. tomorrow i think i might sell back my books. or maybe i won't do anything. maybe i ( Read more... )

so last week of classes is halfway toasted. rock. this week is a micro lab practical on thursday, a history final on friday, century club friday night at triangle [= me getting much deserved stress relief]. The rest of the weekend will be primarily dedicated toward studying for my micro final...since micro is out to get me and wants to see me ( Read more... )

i get to see my beautiful friends this weekend! jen and ashley are both going to be here on saturday. i can't wait to just hang out and do a bunch of nothing all day. then ashley is gettin' dolled up for mikey's boar party and me and jen are gonna' party hardy at triangle. or that's the plan as of now. very excited. no idea what tomorrow has ( Read more... )

so my super awesome friends are gonna' be here on the 26th! ashley baby's coming for mikey's boar party thing and jen's coming to see ME. so saturday morning and afternoon i'll get to spend time with my girls, then jen and i will part ways with ashley and go to triangle to help mr. stephen celebrate his 20th. so excited ( Read more... )

feel like i can kinda breathe again. midterms are done and i've gotten my two quizzes of the week over with...i feel like they were somewhat successful too! of course i've got to get started on my art education paper tonight so that i'm not stressing next week. stress will be the death of me. i'm falling apart because of it. so i need to start ( Read more... )