well well time for an update now.

ive moved out.im on my own..well i have roomies.but ya know.

ill be taking this computer soon so thats why i havent been online.not that anyone cares..?

im living off of jones road at these nice apts.its pretty cool.nice pool and jacuzi..ha ha.

anywho if ya want you can reach me @ 832.247.5769

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never thought i would do it.

but i did.

haha.

i love it..its awesome.

thx andrew<3

you convinced me.

haha

i might have a pic later if i can find out how to upload them..hehe but til then it will be in my xanga

www.xanga.com/fall3n2fardown

man its been sometime since i have updated.

guess its time to.

well well its thanksgiving. o how exciting.man i fucking hate family holidays.

no really i do. i hate them with a passion. specially christmas and thanksgiving. worst two holidays ever.

and who do i blame them on?

thanks god and thanks you fucking pilgrims.

basterds.

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SCREAM ME something beautiful

or just let it go

dont take any more then you NEED.

and please dont step on it again. too many times have i've felt that over and over.

why can't i feel beautiful?

gimme something to write about...

anything.

gimme something to help heal these wounds

and dull the pain set inside.

i dunno.

sometimes i wonder what the future holds.

why things are the way they are.

do certain things happen for a reason?

is there really such a thing as fate?

but these things are not gunna be answered.

all i can is sit back and take things as they come...let things go. let them go.

damn it...not me?

well i hope it wasent....that would make things fuckin suck and not only that...WTF! school is sucking like usual.work is draining..my relasionship is going bad because im a fucking idiot..when i have something good i dont understand that i do and i fuck it up.guess i should be used to it.

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WOWZERZ..i dont know..but this was funni as hell

well i dont write in here that much. i need to start tho.

nothing has been going on.hung out with andrew and nicky poo last night.got a hot fudge sundae there mmm it was so damn good.

other then that ive bee doing nothing at all.

working

sleeping

school

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why is TRUTH so hard to find..in this world

what am I gunna do when you leave?