so i can't say that its been long time since i have updated, but what i can say is that i got into The Art Institute of pittsburgh, this i am so excited about but....Grant is going into the navy for 4 years...when he told me that the other day i didnt no what to think, i just started balling. i want him to do what s best for him, i just know that ( Read more... )

( july 2nd.....and )

Do you ever wonder if the person your with, is going to be the person you spend the rest of you life wiht?....i know im young (which is said often)...butwhat is the difference of feelings at 17 then they are at 50...yeah a little older and much more...but seriously LOVE is LOVE. sure grant and i have or rides on the emitional rollercoster, and ( Read more... )

-/ I'm home, where i really dont feel like being.
-/ Im sick again, but a little more on the serious side.
-/ I have to get surgery either way i go.
-/ Im sick of myself.
-/ Im stressed, because that is just what work has done to me.
-/ Im 17, and i have more problems than a 50 year old women.
-/ Im scared, that im gonna lose all the good things i have ( Read more... )

OK class of "2005" only one more day left of hell.

I can hardly wait to walk across that stage, grab that deploma, and run like  hell, im sure many of you feel the same way. Although im kind of pist because In choir every year we do a senior song, and we only spend about 1  day working on it, and alot of the choir seniors are very upset that we are ( Read more... )

Very Stressful week... I just whis half of you knew what was going on right now...today has to be the worse....

i ned alot of support right now

So, today i left school early, i couldnt stand being around people for another minute....they tend to piss me off, and yeah so since grant was leaving anyways at lunch i asked him to give me a ride and he had a problem with it so i was like f uck it then im walking home. any ways im home now,

so much shit has been going on around here. seriously i ( Read more... )

TOday i relized how much i actually love grant, yeah we have our problems, but nothing could ever change the way i feel about him. and one day we will be married lol and have little babies, and our own house. and i will never devorce him because i believe that if you love somebody that much there is always a way around your problems.Could i see ( Read more... )

Prom was amazing....

After party fuckng priceless....

PROM SEX......... :)

so lately i have been working on  finding my true self, and i learned you cant be something your not. there are so many sterotypes out there, andd peopl are so worried about fitting into one that they dont remember who they really are. I on the other hand gave it some though, i am just myself, sure a little retro which most consider me, but thats ( Read more... )