he slid the diamond earings accross the table and said "this is because i love you". then he slid the rin across the table and said,"and this is because i want to spent the rest of my life with you"...

le sigh so romantic....

I have a dream, and im gonna follow it, and i am willing to do what ever it takes to get there. I have never wanted something this much that i cant even keep myy head up anymore, Droping out of college was the best thing i could do to start where i needed to. I REALLY WANT AIP so bad, to day janine jones from aip the Admissions counsler called and ( Read more... )

wOw life is stressful. lets leave it at that. I start my new job friday(target0 so all you bitches can come see me and junk,
Im partly back at home, but hopefully grant and i will have our own house shortly...also i am looking for another job, maybe waitressing
so if anybody may know of anything please please, let me know..mmmk thats all folks oh ( Read more... )

So i started college, I LOVE IT, it isnt as bad as i thought it was gonna be, but then again it is still the first day, yeah for one class i aleady have 19 pages of home work and a test on thursday, but other than that i have met many peple, and my teachers so far are so awesome, i have my math class at 2:30 so i have to go back to school in a bit ( Read more... )

My stress level is at about breaking point, I really hate getting screwed over time and time again.

Sometimes life plays a roll of unfair events, that even I cant understand why. I understand everything. I am going to college and stressing over it because it is something i had to settle for because my parents wouldnt help me or let me go out of ( Read more... )

so I get home and first thing when i wake up I go see Grant, well now im not gonna talk about the entire day in detail until the end, anyways after goign through a long wait i finally see him and he runs up to me and kisses me, and holds me in his arms,and i could not have been so happy to see him. well later that daywe went out to his dads, then ( Read more... )

sometimes I go alittle to indept whit what i am feelingwith myself, and other odds and ends. sometimes i feel like i dont tell enough. sometimes i hold it all in. today i will tell of which i feel.

Grant thinks im cheating on him,, with whom im so courious. his reason " well ever sinceyou got a car you arn up my ass anymore"...well the answer to ( Read more... )

SO yes can you believe it i am home, i kind of like it not being here 1. i dont have any rules,2 i dont have to ask to do anything. 3 i dont have jim to deal with, 4. I Fucking love it...on top of it i get to spend more time with my wonderfulness other half.....umm.. yeah last ngithwas fun, grant, shayla, matt, me mike, brittany, dave, and ummm me ( Read more... )

Thses past few days have  been so stressful that i have seriously  been getting sick. Grant told me that he didnt like my " oh i dont feel good" attitude...which is a dickish thing for him to say when i am nothing but good to him when he is sick or just plan and general, yeah i will admitt i was wrong last night to do what i did, but i mean we had ( Read more... )

ok so life today sucked ass....To make a long story short..HFCC is A sad Excuse for a school..im proud to say i am going to collect my refund and not going to attend school there...piss on them....any questions ask... to make my day any worse..i get a fucking parking ticket..are you serious..and get this it is because i parked the wrong way on a 2 ( Read more... )