Life changes so much. I read over my entries and so much seems to repeat itself in so many different ways. Just mostly wanted to look through here, haven't been by a computer in awhile and just wanted to say "HI"

Right now I am working at Head Start as a Gatekeeper (okay, I'm a receptionist) but Gatekeeper sounds tougher, more exciting...lol. Anyhow, they had this position open up cause the woman here before had a baby and decided to be a stay at home mom. I've worked here on two other occasions but never on the Administration Level. It's a lot of fun. I ( Read more... )

It changes and it spins out of control ( Read more... )

HOROSCOPE for LEO ( Read more... )

So, tomarrow is my b-day and i wish it wouldn't come. This will be the first birthday of my whole life that my daddy didn't see me or call. Even when I ran away to Milwaukee and he shouldn't have wanted to see me, he still came and found me to wish me a happy birthday and tell me how much he loved me. This past week has been quite depresing. I have ( Read more... )

This is a copy of the obituary out the post-cresent newspaper(online). I guess I wanted certain people to see it, if they wanted to ( Read more... )

I havent been near a computer in a long while again and the only reason I'm on is to post my sadness. My father, my daddy, died on tuesday night at 4:50. He was my hero, my strength, and my inspiration to do great things. I was able to say good - bye and hold his hand, but the pain of my heart breaking is almost to much to bear. I don't think I ( Read more... )

As of lately I have found once again, that humans as a whole do alot of really selfish, foolish, and vindictive things. Personal gain and self satisfication seem to be main priorities in their lives ( Read more... )

i am working crazy hours,got a beater pos car. I have a new apartment but no net still. I'm so deprived of my blessed computer.

My friend got a call today around 1pm saying that I had been denied but she had been approved for this apartment. So guess what? Now I don't have a cool apartment to move into. She said we can keep looking for one, but that we prolly aren't going to have any luck if I didn't there. So now, she's prolly going to move into this place and I get to go ( Read more... )