i feel fat, and it pisses me off.. i'm narsasitic to a point and it drives me crazy.. I want to be bulimic.. and the more i try at it the less its doing.. i need to tan. i know it sounds really lame, but i feel better about myself after i tan.. i think if i can get myself down to the weight i want in rappid form.. it'll be easier to keep it lowered
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