I have been feeling like shit lately, and its inevitable to leave it to him to fuck shit up.
Oh, how I await the day when we really part. The day when I really can live without this frustration. Miscommunications, idiocy, incompatibility.
And the only thing that keeps us somewhat sane is the love we exchange between cuddles and kisses.

I has come to that time in my life and my relationship when I feel I have got to venture out on my own. I love being with my significant other and I know if he were to be with anyone else it would crush me but what am I to do when I feel this way? I want to focus on my friendships with people, and not focus so much of my attention towards any one ( Read more... )

I hope he doesnt do it. I hope he finds embraces the light before he falls into the darkness.

School has started, work load has decreased, and I am without a home ( Read more... )

So last week was one of the most intense weeks of my life. Not only was it full of work, but on thursday evening I got to see and hang out with my elementary school friends that I hadnt seen in 10 YEARS! It was awesome. I originally went over to see my elementary school crush, josh, but ended up seeing my two best friends Erika and Josselyn, my ( Read more... )

So I have been sick the past couple of days and have not gone to work, which is a big loss for my kids, and just bad on my part. This morning whEN I woke nie and early to go to work to make up the time ive missed, I realized I could not find my keys! I looked everywhere!!! I mean EVERYWHERE! even the freezer!! No keys ( Read more... )

So i had a great shock to my heart this weekend when I found out that my best friend is dating my worst enemy. I hate this person, so to the core that If murder were legal, he would not be alive today. I bet at some point he would not have minded me killing him. Hes so disturbing; sick in the head. OR he was? Whatever, Manipulation comes in many ( Read more... )

Its so useless to love when you hurt the ones you love. I think im just in to much pain to allow myself to be in relationships with other people. Im bound to pass my pain unto them, and thats the last thing i want. But honestly, I just want to be alone. I want to go away. I dont want to be here anymore. So maybe if I dont love, and if I dont let ( Read more... )

So, Many of things have happened since I last posted. Steve and I are back together and I have officially began my new job. Working for ABRITE is ridiculous. I am working like 20 hours a week, and have to commute over to watsonville every day (except weekends) to work with toddlers who pretty much want very little to do with me. To make it even ( Read more... )

I want ( Read more... )