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[fallen_angel_03]

You only have one life to live & sometimes I feel like every decision I make is wrong. I know what I want & I feel like everything is holding me back, including myself. I keep telling myself how I want to be done with school & have a career & my own place asap, but with the decisions I make i'm holding myself back. I don't feel like I can do it. I

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[lilbug778]

Kalee

[starmonica]

amen sista!

very well writen Nat

[lilbug778]

well thanks miss monica! I haven't seen your booty in ages!

[starmonica]

giiirrrrrllll you are tellin me!

[ilikecoldears]

This post made me sad and I wish I had good advice for you. All I can say is that I was in practically the same situation about 2 years ago....up until 7 months ago. When it rains, it pours and you just need to be strong enough to get through everything. In time, some things will work out, and some things won't. That's what life is; ups and downs. Hold in there and as hard as it is to do, keep your head up because good things will happen. You are a beautiful girl with a great spirit. And God didn't forget to make someone for you. You deserve the best and you will get it.

Sorry if that was too Dr. Phil'ish or too Opera'ish...I'm not too good at advice:)

[fallen_angel_03]

It was not Dr. Phil'sih or Opera'ish... It was very sweet, kind, & Cherylish! :o)

I know things will get better... I'm just getting frustrated with the super long wait.

Thanks so much hun! *HUGS*

[thinkimcool]

I want to go away to school so bad. I want to try it at least for a year. But I feel like it is 2 late though.

i know exactly how you feel ah well just jump on the next big opportunity

[fallen_angel_03]

When it comes along I definitely will hun! ;o)

[fallen_angel_03]

They are always wide open... lol

[beautifulmessxo]

You will go to MSU and live with me. seriously.. i have a 3 bedroom apt. and only 2 people to live in it.