These past couple of weeks haven't been fun at all. I have been so busy with training in the ER & school.  The ER is going much better. I'm starting to get to know everyone there & get the hang of how to do everything. Everyone is so nice & helpful. School, on the other hand, isn't going to great. I'm doing well, but i'm stressing out like crazy. ( Read more... )

I hope everyones valentines day went well! :o)

Chelsea called me a valentine whore because I had so many. lol I have the best friends ever! They knew how hard it was going to be for me this year because it is my first one alone in 2 years & they all were so good to me. Thank you to all my great valentines -Lauren, Monnie, Mike, Frankie, Chelsea, ( Read more... )

(  Last Night... )

I saw my first trauma in the ER today. It was so disturbing & depressing. It made me not want to work in the ER anymore. I'm doing well with the new job but I miss my old floor. Even though I complained all the time, I miss the people as well. I hope I will get used to it soon, but so far I think I made a huge mistake ( Read more... )

Tonight was such an ugly cold foggy night... It matches perfectly with the mood I have been in for the past couple of days. I'm so stressed out about everything. I just want to get away from here NOW!!!!!!

I don't know what is wrong with me... I can be in a room with lots of people & still feel completely alone. I want to be happy, but lately I can't do anything to get myself to feel that way.

I Hate This Feeling!

Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band: * Britney Spears *

Are you male or female: * Brave new girl *

Describe yourself: * Stronger *

How do some people feel about you: * (I Can't Get No) Satisfaction *

How do you feel about yourself: * Overprotected *

Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: * Where are you now? *

Describe your ( Read more... )

I don't think I will ever understand guys. I don't think that there brains work properly. Or maybe I just don't mix well with them because they all drive me nuts. They lie & make me feel so worthless & insignificant. I hate it, but I always go back for me... Maybe i'm the crazy one!

I might see Jimmy this weekend.... FINALLY!!!!!!!

:o)

I want to be someone... Someone special...

I Want To Be Famous!!!!!