I really realized that I am really weird person. No really I thought I was kinda weird before but now that I look back at some of the things I've done and how I react to things and just act in general. I'm really frickin weird....

Ok Case 1, I think Zambonis are frickin hilarious, I mean like I burst out laughing when I see just one but when there' ( Read more... )

So yea...I'm really bored. I want sushi...but its waaay expensive and being the jobless peice of shit I am..I cannot afford it. Although I could afford spending quite a bit on Christmas presents...I think that's why I'm broke...ahhh! Christmas sucks for the wallet! Plus I wanna get inked here pretty soon. I am pretty much positive of what I want, ( Read more... )

I hate close-minded people. They suck...Some asshole on faceparty totally "bashed" me for being bisexual....they can kiss my ass. I didn't even reply back I was so pissed off..it was kinda pathetic really. People that start things online are...hmm..whats the word? RETARDED. haha Oh well...I'm kinda hoping m parents don't read this since I don't ( Read more... )

Ok here's the story: I really like this guy, Kayla you know who I'm talking about. I hope he likes me too...but I dunno if he'll like me and if he does if he'll have the balls to act on it. I really don't want to take any more initiative since I was the one who said I liked him in the first place and he knows I like him...GAH!!! It makes me crazy ( Read more... )

Ahh...I'm so0o0o0o bored. And I need to catch up in my math class...I think I may not pass that class....shit...I'm tired too...Hmmm....Thanksgiving is most definately coming up...and I dunno. Family drama on the Schoepke side...gah!

I really just want a boyfriend right now. *pouts*  I must be a dog...haha

Rawr!!! Bored Tired Bored Tired Tired Bored ( Read more... )

First line of business, Happy Holloween everyone.

Anyways I feel like shit. Emotionally of course. I wish I could feel something besides sadness and anger. I don't like feeling this way. I snap at every fucking little thing. I'm pissed off and and depressed. I want so much to be happy again. Will I ever be truly happy? I'm only 18 and more shit is ( Read more... )

Hmm...I dunno. I'm exhausted. I wasgonna try to visit some friends that I haven't seen in a while, but thats not gonna happen...

I had to go to a family thing today and it was alright..minus the fact that retareded kids were surrounding me. My dad was actually being nice today...crap..that means he's gonna be a total douchebag the rest of the week ( Read more... )

Happy 18th Birthday Kayla!!!

Oh man I'm bored and I have to go to class extra early today......dammit! I hate class...and I really want to just stay home and lay around and do nothing. Since that's what I'm good at. ANYWAYS shower time..it is most definately shower time since I think I stink. Yea ....

WOOOOOO.....I'm hyper....ha....Shoot me. Seriously. Just do it.  NVM....Blah ( Read more... )

I need boyfriend. I'm freaking lonely. And it sucks. Sucks balls. Big Hairy Balls. I need to go on a date or something.

ANYWAYS!!!! Update time! Whee.. I"m hyper and I'm doing a wee bit better from my last post. Sorry bout that guys.
School...well it's alright.

Guys...looking at one ...I really like him. I'm quite hopeful about my situation. He's ( Read more... )