O my gosh. Talk about your bad day. I'm sitting here as we speak with Zoie and Dizzy locked in the car. Dizzy's dumb ass locked the doors when I turned to run off some big dogs and they are stuck in there with my calling card, keys, purse, and Jay's lunch. I called my mom, a bunch of shit has been going on between me and her since she fucked me ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't written in a while, so I figure now is as good a timw as any. I'm so fucking sick of being stressed out it isn't funny. I'm sick of being nice and getting jack shit in return. O should be in bed right now, but instead I'm awake, stressed out, writing to an audience of people I don't even know. I got my car back, that's the only ( Read more... )

Well, first off my heart goes out to all my friends family and everyone in Mississippi, Alabama, and Louisiana who have been affected by Hurricane Katrina. I am really worried about my family that I haven't spoken to yet, and I have sat around and named many friends and people that I care about and am worried about, but have no way to get in touch ( Read more... )

Well, I went to school and I'm stressing like crazy over my math class. I really REALLY hate algebra, but luckily everyone is offering to help me in it. I will probably exhaust them all before it's over. I've almost made teachers cry with my wonderful math skills, but I'm sure I'll make it. I made it this far without cracking a book, so I'm sure I' ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't written in a while, but that's because it's taken me awhile to recover from that fight. In a lot of ways I haven't recovered. It gets a little bit better everyday, but it's still a roller coaster around here sometimes. I forgave Jay, which wasn't all that hard, and we decided to work things out, but he is still really hateful to me ( Read more... )

Well, where do I begin? Jay and I had a fight, but this time my eyes were really opened to the reality of the situation. Friends is all we can be from here. As a matter of fact, his comment was "when you touch me I cringe." He says it's our age difference, but I still wonder. This hurts so bad. We went from everything being wonderful to everything ( Read more... )

Well, you would think that once my mom came and got my car, and I got on my feet, there wouldn't be as much stress. Bullshit. Jay got mad at me because of my mom. He is blaming me for things that aren't in my control, like my mom refusing to sign some stuff for my college loan. Well, it was all a big misunderstanding, so for once, my mom isn't the ( Read more... )

Well, I started work yesterday, and to my surprise, it wasn't that bad. It's pretty hectic with the shift I have, but overall everyone was really nice, and the guy, Bob, that was training me was really patient and nice to me. The only major problem I have though is that we can't use our cell phones at all, even when we're not busy. The only time we ( Read more... )

Well, just when I start bragging on Jay, he turns things around on me. I wasn't worried about the Mel situation, but after his little fit today, I'm not really sure anymore. At first, he made me feel like this wasn't something to worry about, but today, he told me I was just jealous of Mel. That really made me mad. We have had this fight once ( Read more... )

Well, Jay bought Splinter Cell Pandora Tomorrow for me, and this is the first time that I have been able to pull myself away from it long enough to write anything. It's crazy cuz I have never been a gamer, but I can't break myself away from it long at all, but there's good news on the homefront. Well, I think the whole thing with Mel died down. Jay ( Read more... )