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[fallen_b_angel]

well...I guess I'll update since I haven't been on here in forever! Well my girlfriend and I are ok I guess...today has been a little confusing for me...I mean at first my girlfriend was telling cody that I was the problem and what was wrong with her and now shes saying I'm not the problem and that she'll talk to me later...which is very doubtful

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[pinksmurf00]

dont kill yourself sweetie! *hugs* i hope you feel alot better soon! <3
why are you starving yourself today? thats not good @ all! ♥
im here for you if you need to talk! love you! ♥

[fallen_b_angel]

yeah im not gonna kill myself...yeah i hope i feel better too but i wont be feeling better until i know why my own girlfriend wont answer the phone when i call her...a little questionable but she SAYS shell call me later...i doubt she will but she says she will hopefully she will. yeah im starving myself today...itll help me feel better...yeah well if you wanna talk im on aim...bikergurl001

[pinksmurf00]

well i hope you find out soon why shes avoiding your calls.

[fallen_b_angel]

yeah we broke up

[wes_redux]

this might sound strange...but seriously - don't let yourself get worked up over a girl. i know it's easy to get crazy over girls (and boys, in my case). but in the long run, you need to just worry about making yourself happy. and if someone comes along that loves the happy you, then you're all set. don't let that girl ruin things for you. you're a great person. killing yourself just causes problems for everyone else, and you don't seem like the kind of person who would want that.

[fallen_b_angel]

im not worked up over her...its life in general...i was happy especially with her until this weekend when she became very distant from me and just completely stopped talking to me...thats what hurt most...i mean last night she and i were talking and we were talking about my depression and then today she wont talk to me at all...i hate when people make me talk about why im depressed and then refuse to talk to me after that...thats why i was the way i was...when i was depressed and self-mutilating and suicidal because i have a hard time trusting people...thanks wes for saying im great...but i truely dont think that...i dont wanna kill myself right now and youre right im not one for causing problems for people (hint to y i was suicidal)...but thanks wes...have fun tomorrow with susan

[fiore_egiziano]

meghan. . .I know I don't know you all that well but please don't do anything stupid. You're a great person, and maybe this is just Stacey's way of telling you she needs some space. I know it's confusing, but if you give her time maybe she'll talk to you about whatever may be going on with her. Sometimes people choose avoidance instead of confronting their problems.

I don't know if that makes you feel any better, but I tried.

.jacqui.

[fallen_b_angel]

no she has just confused me today...well all stacey has to do is tell me she needs space...she doesnt have to avoid me especially after what happened last night but oh well...she wont talk to me so whatever and things have happened and ill deal with it later when she decides she wants to talk to me...whatever...see i havent even tried to call her today...and when we talk im pretty sure shell be even more mad at me...this weekend has made me think twice about were we stand...i mean i love her but im questioning if she even wants to be with me right now from everything that has happened...im out