my dog, max, died yesterday. he was the best dog ever. i am sad.

so, i may be the last person on earth to have discovered bright eyes, but now that i have i'm in love. everyone compares conor o'berst to bob dylan except i hate bob dylan. and i love conor o'berst. a conundrum ( Read more... )

first, i have to write about this because i don't even know why. it's just crazy. ok so last night i think i had my first sex dream. or at least it was the first one in a long time. either way, it was like the hottest thing ever. so, i have this kid in my western culture class and he is real hot. either way, i am almost positive he's straight, so ( Read more... )

well, i went to new york city and it was amazing. i saw la cage aux folles and it was fucking absolutely hilarious. so funny. niles, the butler from "the nanny" was in it. and this nathan lane look alike was also in it. it had really cool sets. my mom loved it and cried. i wanted to cry because she cried.

then, we saw wicked and forgive the ( Read more... )

in the morning i wake up
and in the night i sleep
since the day that i was born
repeat, repeat, repeat
brought to this life
born to this life
where was i before?
non-existent? not at all?
will i ever know?
today is my birthday
and i get one every year
and some day...
hard to believe
but i'll be buried six feet underground

ever have the feeling that you have so much to say, but articulating it just seems like it would ruin it?

i have that feeling.

i am getting a neighborhoodie from my best friend, turkish_popstar for my birthday. it's going to say "take a chance you stupid ho." which i really think is just brilliant. the excitement is difficult to contain. i fly to nyc in less than a week. my birthday is saturday. yay

and i want to have sex.

so okay i lied. i guess i will use this thing more often than i thought. my life, as of right now, is extremely boring. i am sitting in the library (AH!) waiting for class to begin. i got an 88 on my first european history paper which is amazing considering the topic was HORRIBLE, and i wrote a HORRIBLE paper. it really releases a lot of stress in ( Read more... )

randomly, a surge of my old vegas friends have been finding me on facebook, myspace, etc., and adding me as their friends. it is so crazy to me that i was living a completely different life 4 years ago ( Read more... )