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fallen_elohim

So...

May 25, 2008 15:17

Noone really reads this. I am thinking about moving to Redding when I have the means. Really, the only thing standing between it and I, is money. Easy enough. So, to Tracy, and Anna, and Josh, and maybe Alex sometimes, I don't know what else to do. I don't see a real point to keep putting things here.

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cricketlostlove May 26 2008, 02:48:54 UTC

if it will make you happy, you know i am for it. i will miss you to bits and pieces, pester you online when ever i get the chance, and all around be a pain in the arse since you will not be near enough to bug in person. then again, right now... dammit all. i will miss you, so you better keep in touch if this does come to pass.

fallen_elohim May 26 2008, 09:12:43 UTC

As with most things in my life (and life in general) it is in the wind. I don't know anything for certain, but I do know that I have reached a point where I can't keep my life updates here, so there is no real reason to post. The last three months or so have just been me feeling obligated to post things, noone reads half (or less) of it anyways.

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fallen_elohim May 26 2008, 19:27:18 UTC

Glad to hear more support. Noone will lose me if I leave, it's only a two hour trip, and the first order of business if and when I get on my feet there is to get a car. I would actually probably be a lot better off up there just due to the fact that things are cheaper and easier up near there. Thanks for the kind words omae, and good to hear from you.

lunamothsmagic May 27 2008, 05:59:54 UTC

mhmmm ok

thegodoffuck May 27 2008, 13:45:43 UTC

why the fuck Redding, there are other places to go without you playing the Hermit card. Call me so that we can figure out a time to hizzang soon.

fallen_elohim May 27 2008, 16:38:45 UTC

Fo sho. I am usually swamped trying to find myself a job still, but there is always time for old friends.

fallen_elohim May 27 2008, 20:41:46 UTC

And! What would your suggestions be for other places to go?

xtrdnry_mchne May 27 2008, 17:45:54 UTC

so, let me get this straight- instead of trying to find some stability in your life, which you so very much need, you're going to run off to Redding.

okay, I get that. However, you want to get a car because it's only two hours away. Well hun, two hours is a long time to drive, and with gas prices the way they are you'll never come visit and you're going to fall off the face of the planet.

So! Why do you want to disappear? What is troubling you so bad?

fallen_elohim May 27 2008, 20:38:50 UTC

450 dollar a month apartments are why I want to disappear. And more jobs per ten square feet for each mile of woodland. Generally speaking, I want to not be near everything I am so familiar with because it is making me complacent. I need something to galvanize my need, to make me want to do something with my life. There is nothing in Woodland, aside from people I know. And right now, people I know aren't reasons to better myself. Did you know that there is a branch of Chico state in Redding? It's a town of just under 100k people, but its seven times the size of woodland, mostly because 40% of the population isn't families packing 8 people in a house. It's a town that is both classic America and youthful vengeance. It's thriving when everything around me is withering away and fighting just to draw another breath. I can't even really explain in words how tired I am of Woodland, and the surroundings, and I didn't even realize it until I went to Redding. Really, until I went to somewhere with the potential of someday leaving where I am ( ... )