so i've managed to worry myself sick...literally. i feel pretty pukey, food or not. saturday-i went to aunt becky's...and got drunk. we eventually got home around 1:30 a.m. and there was a couple messages on the answering machine...nothing new. but the last message was zac's mom telling me to call her when i got home. panic starts. not thinking, ( ( Read more... )

this morning improved...things are more or less back to the way they were before. i guess it all just takes time. i was pretty stressed out about my doctor's appointment, but more about what my mom would say when she saw my arm. but it turned out that i worried about the wrong thing. my mom helped me explain to my doctor about what's been going on ( Read more... )

i knew things were too good to be true...something always goes wrong. never fails. the awesome happy feeling?...gone. i finally found that someone that makes me unbelievably happy...and they're gone. he made things go away and i could finally breathe again...i was truely happy. but that's gone. i don't know what to do anymore. everytime i think ( Read more... )

well...i was gonna update about this past week...but yeah, i don't feel like it at the moment. maybe later. but...this definitely deserved to be added a.s.a.p ( Read more... )

zzzzzz...considering that i went to bed relatively early-i'm pretty damn tired. tony was convinced that he wasn't gonna let me sleep. he tried to get a song stuck in my head...yeah-i won :) haha. *mindy and tony*<3 i definitely didn't want to come to school this morning...way too tired and i kinda felt a little sick...possibly a cold-i guess being ( Read more... )

hmm...this weekend was pretty much a blur. i remember some...but definitely not all of it. friday-i rode the bus home with mindy. we talked about sam and her obsession with the christian boy, lol. we got to her house and left after a little while to get stuff for the party. we should've left clint at the house...or at least left him in one of the ( Read more... )

just an update....on absolutely nothing, but "ivan" wants to be in my lj :)
this is what i think about zachary(ivan) aaron conrad: "where do you think they get the better in betterbutter i mean theres other butters that are better!" <-definitely creative there;) only a genius could think of something so complicated.-ivan is a badass cool kid who ( Read more... )

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing ( Read more... )

wow...i've definitely NEVER been this happy before! it feels AWESOME!!! finally...i thought i was happy before, but now...it's indescribable....i'm beyond happy :) --mindy...you're definitely next...even if i have to castrate jake...you're gonna have what you want and be happy! it's been far too long...it's about damn time that it happens! I Apple ( Read more... )

:)