[x]I'm on the outside, looking in ( Read more... )

So it was just another day at school but it's almost over so I'm happy.
I guess I could update about what all went on last weekend, but I'd rather not...*cough*.
Yeah I guess Chris*(fag boy) wants to party with me and Kitty. This could be interesting...*ahem*.
I'll update more later...dad's in a bitchy mood so I'm off to my room.

Last night...wow. I haven't had so much fun in a long time. The outfits, old house, cop, cemetary, morgue, alka seltzers...wow. Kitty Tang and Chi-Chi Rodriguez ( Read more... )

Wow...here we are...hiiiiiiiiigh. Feels good after so many months...I've missed this feeling. Everything...gooooooooooooooooone and I love it. Suck on that fucker!

Happy?

In this hole ( Read more... )

I've done it again and I've done it for good. I've fucked up everything, even if there wasn't anything left to save. I got frustrated and made a smart ass comment and fucked everything up for good. I don't know what to do anymore and I'm really reaching the point to where it's all just going to fall apart. I try to keep everything inside so no one ( Read more... )

I finally fell asleep somewhere around one something, and paying for it today...I'm exhausted. I think I'll just sleep when I get home. Ick.--So it's Graphic Arts and we're doing...nothing. We were supposed to go outside and take picutres, but I guess we're doing that tomorrow. I really don't care, as long as we get to do it before the year ends. I ( Read more... )

I can't sleep...what else is new. I can't stop thinking despite how many times I try and have no one to talk to. I'll just type in here the shit that's keeping me up and maybe it'll help ( Read more... )

Ick...I feel like shit. Aside from still feeling depressed and the anxiety, I think caught a cold or something Friday. Six Flags wasn't much fun. The rides got boring and it was too cold, plus it started to rain. Oh well. If me and Mindy and a penny for every black guy that checked us out, we'd be fucking rich. It was kind of disturbing though... ( Read more... )

Today...not going to be a better day after all. I really wish I didn't have to go to school...I'd rather just stay home and cry until I fell asleep again. But I can't...I promised to try and I'm not going to break that-to anyone. I'll just find Mindy when I get to school and cry to her. And even through all the shit I've been through since saturday ( Read more... )