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[fallen_mary]

It's like no matter what I do with my life, or how much I try to make it right, I fuck it up somehow.  I don't know why, but I am never satisfied.  It's a curse.  It's like this never ending circle of constantly being unsure and changing my mind. First, I don't know what I want... then I think I do... so I go for it 100 percent, right or wrong I do

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[denialseverne]

I agree with you in most aspects of what you said. I know you're thinking this is weird and out of the blue since we hardly know much of anything about one another; but I have found that people tend to sympathize and relate to a lot of people out of their boundaries. I feel that I am being criticized and judged about things I haven't even done yet. I'm moving in 2 months and people are already asking me what my plan is if I fail. What, like these people have it ALL figured out? I want people to surround me with support and encouragement. I'm trying to figure out my surroundings too, become more dependent and come into my own. I don't know, maybe it'll feel a little better knowing that someone understands, in a sense, how you feel... Hope you have a good day!

[dwal]

mary, you're 20 years old... assuming you want to live to be, let's just say 80, you've still got 60 fucking years to live. that's three times as long as you've been alive. nothing that you've done by now is permenant or really worth a shit in the grand scheme of things. nobody that you've met can't be replaced and vice-versa. fuck 'em! fuck it! and just fucking live without really worrying about a fucking thing. i think you've got the strength of character and are actualized enough to realize this. as horrible as it sounds i don't think that the majority of the populace are very strong or very interesting. there's more to life than getting married and having kids and there's no need to be worried about anything but taking care of yourself right now. do what makes you happy and if it comes down to it, just drop anyone that constantly brings you down. just my two cents.

[lucky_leslie]

I relate to you completely. People are jerks and judgemental. What matters to another person, might not matter to you... and for some reason, people just don't quite understand that.

I mean, I didn't get an alarm clock for our senior prank.. so I didn't "participate" and I got shit for it?!...

God I'm so happy high school is over.

But that's besides the point, you're going to meet a lot of people who you might not like, actually hate, or you might love.. This sounds kind of depressing, but you come into this world alone and you leave it alone. I'm sure you know what I'm trying to say by that.

And anyone who puts you down is just ridiculous becauseyou are a very sweet person with nothing but good intentions.

Don't let the people who don't matter bring you down! <3

[fallen_mary]

Thanks, Leslie. I mean it. Same to you. I just can't understand why some people can't feel or think or act for themselves. But life is life. Oh. P.S. you have a great perspective on the world and I admire it.

[lucky_leslie]

anytime:) and thank you! - Keep your head up!

P.S. - Indianapolis Warped was realllllllllly super DUPER hot, but very awesome!! :D