wow.. its been a LONG time.. so heres the update...

Currently i do have a boyfriend.. i think. haha. he hasnt spoken to me in 4 days.. so i dunno. i told him he needs to learn to communicate and he hasnt spoken to me since.. way to take my advice . i think that ed him off. he told me not to talk down to him. well now he knows how it feels ( Read more... )

13 days till NEW YORK... omg i am so excited.
Lexi and I will be gone for 3 days and it will be heaven getting out of this shit hole for a bit and away from all the drama. ya know? i will miss daneale though. and a few other ppl. :]

Hinder - Lips of an Angel

Honey why you calling me so late
It’s kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you crying is everything okay
I gotta whisper cause I can’t be too loud
Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess [[ we never really moved on ]]
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming ( Read more... )

the best 3Tantric songs ever... at least thats what i think :]

"Breakdown"

In your life you seem to have it all
You seem to have control
But deep within your soul
You're losing it
You never took the time
Assume that you're to blame
You think that you're insane
Won't you spare me

[Chorus:]
I know the breakdown
Everything is gonna shake now someday
I ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO ME

YAY... i am 18 as of 8:47pm tonight

i'm countin... and so far 18 people have said happy birthday. yea that prob sounds stupid, but my birthday is MY day, so i will take this 1 day out of the year and be as vain as i want to be :] mkay? yep im a retard i know....

so on today's agenda:

SCHOOL

HOME

HELP DANEALE MAKE DINNER
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I built my life like my bike on a rigid frame
So nothing bends it only breaks into pieces and pieces
I waited for hope to arrive but it never came
Leaving me with only pain inside
I'm going off the deep end

I built my life on a rigid frame
So nothing bends it only breaks into pieces and pieces
I waited for hope to arrive but it never came
Leaving me with ( Read more... )

1 day left.

untill......

my BIRTHDAY

woot woot

Radiohead - how to disappear completely

That there, that's not me
I go where I please
I walk through walls
I float down the Liffey

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

In a little while
I'll be gone
The moment's already passed
Yeah, it's gone

I'm not here
This isn't happening
I'm not here, I'm not here

Strobe lights and blown speakers
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don't worry, i won't be that girl
the girl you wish i was, but say you hate
you make excuses for your resons
it's pathetic you know
part of me thinks that i almost loved you,
but the other part laughs and can't see how...
so self absorbed, you must be bored
with your fake personality.
i didn't see it before,
but it's clear now for sure.
you're so afraid to ( Read more... )

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if, I don't see ( Read more... )