so what now!!!! I asked by so called boyfriend to help me out a bit whilst I was studying at uni and he said no!!! after a blazing row he then admitted that a while back he was sleeping with the girl he met last year. I knew they were friends and he said thats all it was, which I believed I had no reason not to as I didnt mind him having friends ( Read more... )

what a rubbish day at work, had a delayed hangover from saturday so was tired and grouchy...lost my temper with a very cheaky student who reconed it was his "god given right to get benefits" which realy annoyed me. I will make sure he does not get any bloody benefits... got lots of jobs to try and find people but things are not good and we are ( Read more... )

I dont believe that that I can drink that much alcohol without feeling just a bit rough, but I feel supprisingly well.... didnt go to bed till after 4 and after looking at my call log I spent at least two hours talking to lliam, in the cold therfore I am expecting a cold...lol.... dont know how I manage to talk so much but we dont get to talk that ( Read more... )

Was bored tonight and decided to try log into my Journal, have been back and read it from the start in March 2002 and all the way through its been disasterous relationships and non stop partying and my thoughts always went back to a certain man all the way through, talk about obsession does the girl need help or did she just fall in love with the ( Read more... )

Well I have given u all hope of locating you and do not know where to look now or how to find you....address unknown, number disconnected, no answer from RAF lossie...are you still alive?..ive got a last chance to find you and no idea where to start?..... I thought you may have logged in by now, but maybe you have forgotten about me, married with ( Read more... )

Where the bloody hell are you! I have tried leaving you a message at RAF lossie but have heard nothing back from you! are you still there, we don't know I have got several people looking for you you are a wanted man!!!! you should have left your number on your entry.....could have saved me all this hastle!... we are going to come and look for you ( Read more... )

maybe he doesn't want to be found! have I thought of that!!!!! but I realy want to find him.....come on McKinnon read my live journal and tell me where you are!!!! I have tried looking everywhere but with no joy... so do I ring the lossi and leave my details, or do I wait endlessly for him to log in.....HELP!!!! anyway must go to bed now...busy ( Read more... )

ok miss Lyth, please motivate me to diet!!! I must loose at least a stone befre christmas, can it be done, I've been saying for the last 2 years after childbirth that famous excuse of "Its baby weight" and now I must face the fact my size 12's look a bit tight cause ive got lazy and keep adding mayo to my sandwiches ( Read more... )

No not me GOD NO!!!....my brother has announced after 7 years him and his girlfriend have got engaged and are getting married next year....I was so shocked...but I think its pretty good and Cauley's going to be page boy....now that will be funny he will run off down the church for definate....so that was a major bit of news ( Read more... )

How frustrating!!!! endless days at work and had college last night! was interesting but didn't get home untill late....like 9....much too late when I had to go and pick up Cauley from my mum and dads, they look after him whilst I am at college ( Read more... )