well got a new apartment....found a new man....got a new job... and made some new friends....i guess life really does change when u grow up

Life has become one big mess after another...theres nothing that seems to be able to fix it. The god damn senior trip started it all....sadie moved out, were moving into a smaller apt(i prollly dont even get a bedroom), my class is so much fucking drama, ive dropped comp bc of the bullshit,  and the worst thing of all that i will never be able to ( Read more... )

i havent really written in a long long while like since spring break even but yea im ok things r fine school has got me so stressed out i hate going. nicky might beat up krissy it will be good brittany and me are talkin agen its all good her bf is cute but hes a an ass not callin her for a week there goes another dvd. school is almost done yey ( Read more... )

well tonite was ite i gues had fun but it made me depressed listen to one car funeral sing jake made me think about trevor then meeting zach made me want to get to kno him then seein him all over his gf made me not want to i hate standing in a cowd and being alone...everyone had someone and i had no one im just tired of bein alone i hate seeing ( Read more... )

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wow why do i feel like cryin could it be the fact this chic is at wills and he did stuff wit her last nite... ok usually idc but ewww its his sis's best friend and shes 13 3 yr difference nasty huh ok i was cool when he first told me but now that he told me to call him and she answered his house phone and told me he wasnt there and had the nerve to ( Read more... )

why do boys have to be stupid isnt their one smart boy in the world...ok well their prolly is but i find the one who cant make up his mind ok so it might not be a bad thing if only it didnt involve her hes so heartbroken of sum1 who caused him nothin but problms ok blah blah he loves her bs i loved mike and when we broke up i was like eh idc but no ( Read more... )

i havent written in awhile not sure what to say...things have been so hectic, with will and his gf then Trevor then my ticket then will n his gf breaking up everything seems to be happening so fast im not quite sure how to act i just want to be happy thats all ive wanted for along time but now nothing can make me happy i lost someone who ive known ( Read more... )

I hate mrs. silien absolutely hate her. I dont care if shes trying to help me shes changing my writing into her own. Im proud of the work i do and then she changes it i dont wanna write essays for her anymore bc she cant except them without changing them to fit her writing skill. Its my essay my thoughts leave it alone god damn it why is it i cant ( Read more... )

OK so far this week nothing has gone right. Will is supposed to go to his aunts tom so i can see him and his family but no one knows whats going on, school is driving me crazy, especially the people i dont even know who my friends are anymore. Im really getting annoyed by nicky she expects me to follow her around and do everything for. I cant even ( Read more... )