( Stolen from Emmie )

Prom pictures peoples<3

( Little Tips for the Boys About Girls... )

I'm smitten...<3

Everytime I get my hopes up
They always seem to fall
Still what could've been
Is better than what could never be at all

Could've been so beautiful
Could've been so right
Could've been my lover
Everyday of my life

Mandy Moore

It's been one year. I can't fucking believe it. And the worst part of today wasn't the fact that it's been one year since John died. But the fact that only a handful of people even remembered. Like, half of those people were at his wake and have him on their profiles and were absolutely devastated when he died. And a year later none of them even ( Read more... )

Alright, so I just got back from chilling with my uber cool Latino therapist and we had a rather interesting discussion. So we open up with my relationship with my mom, which we usually discuss at least once each session. So, yeah, my mom said that I've been dressing more "juvenile" lately, which kinda ticked me off. I knew she was referring to the ( Read more... )

Wow. Some days I really do miss going to Washingtonville. It just sucks. It sucks that I never see my friends. And it sucks that I never talk to any of them. And as much as I hate to admit it I totally cut them out of my life. And I hate that. I hate myself for that. These were the people who understood me and everything that I was going through. I ( Read more... )

Cute emo boy asked me to his prom. Hehe. =)

( Haha! )

I visited John on Friday and Saturday. He still doesn't have a headstone, which was weird cause it's almost been a year. It was hard at first, but once I sat on his grave and just talked it got easier with each word I spoke. I let it all out. All the things I wanted to say to him and the tears just poured down my cheeks. When I was done talking I ( Read more... )