"We need never be ashamed of our tears."
- Charles Dickens (Great Expectations)

So. This weekend ended up being a big mess for me. Emotionally, so to speak. Friday night was great, and went well into the wee hours of the morning. John and I caught some shooting stars, drank beer, and hung by the water. I didn't get to bed until nearly 5am. I love ( Read more... )

Oh, Livejournal...we meet again! It has been a long long time, and of course, because I am feeling down, I felt the need to resurrect you for the time being. I know I write most of my shit on twitter or facebook, because I'm an open book and really don;t give a shit..but its nice to be able to write more than like..140 characters lol.  So, I'm ( Read more... )

"It's okay," she says. "It's not the first relationship in the world that hasn't worked. People get through it. I know I will too, and he will." But that doesn't make the end of a fairy tale any less painful. "I'm sad," Maynard says quietly, "that we don't have a happy ending."

hello, livejournal. we meet again. i will be doing some heart pouring to you very soon.

We love what we love.  For some people it’s a first grade crush.  For others it’s a big wheel, the wrong guy, or the New York Mets.  For some of us its something unreachable, something we’ve maybe never had before. 
 And we know that even if we reach it, even if we pull it close and make it ours, it won’t last.  It can’t.  But we keep on, because it ( Read more... )

i need to get out of my house and find my own place.

valentines day is so dumb. more proof its like any other day: i placed second.

Everything has been going really really well. James and I are happy, and its good to be able to move on and grow together as a couple again. The summer seemed like a test of true love and I know that this is where we are supposed to be - together. Once we both learned that its about giving AND taking, things began to move a little smoother. I've ( Read more... )

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"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."  -Maya Angelou

"Each of us has the right and the responsibility to assess the roads which lie ahead, and those over which we have traveled, and if the future road looms ominous or unpromising, and the roads back ( Read more... )