I love my baby with all my heart, and the past couple of days I've been feeling a little better knowing that he's not gonna leave me for the stupid shit that I do. Sometimes I cna't believe he puts up with me, I'm just another angel, and this boy is my hero, the hero that I run to when my life seems to be slowly falling apart. He has saved me from ( Read more... )

So me and DJ are doing better than ever I think, after friday things have been a lot better I guess. But why don't I feel better? I'm getting even more and more depressed as the days pass by, another day another dose of pain, why is it that day after day I'm the one who ends up with a shattered soul. SOmetimes I wonder how long I cango o like this ( Read more... )

So what do I do? My best friend lost her boyfriend, now I'm scared that I'll lose mine. I'm only a kid, a kid who doens't know what she wants. Me and DJ have been fighting so much, I think I just want some time to myself, but I dunno...I dunno what I want anymore, I love DJ more than anything in the world, but maybe right now it would be best if we ( Read more... )

So I wrote Luana this note yesterday, and nw she wants to talk to me.....I don't really feel like talking, hence the point of the note. Anywho, I'm so stressed out. It seems like everyone wants me to talk at the time that I just wish people would leave me alone. I feel so blah, like everything is slowly falling apart. It's like no one seems to ( Read more... )