***columbine all over again ( Read more... )

YAYYYZ!! i FINALLY got done ellens painting...whewwww! so tired. gotta get some sleep. wed is psats and i gotta take em. so ive been studying like a nutcase. cya!!

this morning went to that disney thing wit my mom. they had us make gingerbread houses. we had fun. it was histerical...goofy tripped in the middle of the room and fell over these chairs and got right back up like nothing happend. it was scary. the noise was so loud that u wouldve never known wat it was. but neways, me and my got our pics take wit ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:LowAntisocial:LowBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:LowAvoidant:ModerateDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:Low
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i agree with most of it EXCEPT for the dependent one. that DEF should be moderate. im good alone!

lately ive been feeling kind of depressed and really unhappy. i get eras in my life that i do the same old shit over and over again and it makes me completely miserable and wanting something MORE. theres school, go to work, do errands and then back to school. itz like a cycle. i HATE when this thing happens to me. i start to want change more than ( Read more... )

ok...i think a month or two ago my mom went in our chiropractor (the one i got joe's massage gift certificate from) and talked to them about the gift certificate. my mom told them i doubt hez ever gonna use it cauz i dont even talk to him nemore and all thsi other crap. so they told her I could go and get a massage myself cauz they have the receipt ( Read more... )

i dont fuckin believe this...i thought i was DONE with this bitch. here it is...and by the way...this IS my journal...THIS is how i feel and THIS is y i feel like this ( Read more... )

hmmm...wats been happenin lately ( Read more... )

me and tim hung out last nite...realll late...and i really thought about things ( Read more... )

i didnt hafta do the register!!! nirav came and counted the money!! i was SO HAPPY!! YAYZ!! then tim came by and finally visited me at work. we talked for awhile and then he kept visiting. then after i got done work we talked to eachother on the phone for awhile and then he came over and ate cookie dough ice cream outside. we couldve talked for ( Read more... )