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Promise
i did promise you.
that i'd always be here whne u needed someone
but you just fucked that up
so i hope it hurts.
i hope he tore ur heart to shreds
b/c u deserve it
fuckin asshole
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...another year.....gone
Another year...come and gone just like that seems like time doesn't even exist lately. Nothing important to look forward to. the days just seem to slip by. as i sit here and patiently wither away. spend my days keeping busy, trying to find a purpose. charities, activities, jobs, nothing ever seems to be enough. at the end of the day...there's still ( Read more... ) -
ur my rose..
today i went visit derek. we didn't get to do much(not in that way) b/c his parent's were home and yes they knwo about us. his parents are cool specially his mom. we jus played pool and hung out...and god it's hot in his pool room!...but tomorrow we're goin back and we're supposed to be going out..it'll be he and i also jeremy and possibly monnnie ( Read more... ) -
sHa hIm
SHA NESS! 7-04-05...Derek and I started dating :-). he is just the sweetest thing on earth. idk what i did to deserve him! yay. i'm so happy. and tomorrow monnie is comin down. and we're gunna chilla nd go out tomorrow night! then friday i'm goin see my baby! sha !! ou he's so hot! lol but anyways. add more Later! muah.
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*HiM* :'(
It's taken me a while to finally accept this. but i need him. more than i ever wanted or need anything in mylife. and he is madly in love...and happier than he ever has been. and all i can do is sit back and give him my blessings...while slowly it's shredding what little i have left. I know I should have told him he was the beautiful one..when he ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
~Promise me.. Thats all i want. just a promise that you will never forget me. Tell me i changed you somehow. Let me know that i had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will always remember me. Please. Losing you was hard enough, but i dont want to go on knowing i meant absolutely nothing to you ( Read more... ) -
life
Tomorrow is class day @ rhs.i'm goign watch all my friends get their awards, and watch the slide show, and listen to the wills and prophecies. and CrY of course. but they will be happy tears. such a worldd of memories made in such little time in so many different ways. but life's slowly calming down abd becoming enjoyable again. Monique and I ( Read more... ) -
The tears i Cry
you know who you ARE and you KNOW the song....plz read btwn the lines ( Read more... ) -
The tears finally came_
I cried last night for the first time since the week of my bday. which makes the second time i've cried this year. and for the same person, but a different reason. The first time i cried for him it's b/c he made me overjoyed. he held me close to him and told me, "If u ever feel alone,or need anyone, u always have a home with me." just thinkin ( Read more... ) -
Shyt
Well i'm still single. been this way since June. mostly by choice. really have no desire to enter another relationship. well actually no one has proven half interesting enough yet. It's sad. but oh well life goes on eh? summer is starting and i didn't intentionally plan on spending it single but thats the way it looks.. so be it. i'm intensely ( Read more... )