What the hell is this once a month? Damn I didn't know work and other things had taken over THAT much of my life. Oh well...Maybes it is just because I really have no problems...And nothing to say.

How long has it been since I wrote in this thing? Shit I donno...But here I am. Got Four days off this week...So I can't claim I got no time to type this week. Soo...Hows it goin out there people? I seem to be alright other then I am honestly starting to miss everyone. I looked at a picture of Rissa and Amanda ...OLD picture might I add...LOL...And ( Read more... )

I've about had enough of this shit. I'm too old for this shit...My body can't take it anymore. I went out last night with John and the gang and basically watched one of my friends get so tore up that I ended up on the floor in the bathroom, in a stall trying to comfort him and get eventually to get him up outta there. I came home and I was feeling ( Read more... )

I think I am done with this goin to the bar shit...My body can't take the drinking anymore. Its fun for a while but eventually it gets old...Cause all you do is spend mad money to sit around and drink something that is designed to poison you. Had enough of that shit...Drawing the line in the sand...Besides I ain't gonna become no fucking alcoholic ( Read more... )

I would do anything to see you Happy...I know you will be in the end and I just hope you find the courage, and strength in yourself to see those dreams through all the way till the end. If he is what you want then he is who you will have...And I will do nothing to stand in the way of true love or to deny you or anyone the chance to be THAT happy. I ( Read more... )

Been working a lot lately and my cables been out since the dawn of time it seems. I can't wait for my next check...This last one was pathetic...And its almost all gone already ( Read more... )

Went to see Static-X last night...Hearing loss is still bothering me. That show otherwise sucked cept for the main act...And there co headliner American Head Charge didn't even make the damn show so it was all delayed for a hour and half. Static X redeemed it all though...Came running out and busted into Bled For Days...Loud and so powerful you ( Read more... )

Coming up on 3 in the morning. Chilling out finally...Been sitting here just thinking about shit. Lots on my mind...I always owe people and I always seem to be stuck behind the ball in life so to speak. I am glad everyone else seems to be happy though with there lives and there situations. I got so much to work for still...Just when I thought maybe ( Read more... )

I almost died twice on the way home...No lie, no overplaying it, being dramatic...I nearly didn't make it tonight ( Read more... )

All the bills are being paid...I'm out of the hole now. I can save stuff coming up next month...Cause while I am out of the hole I will have a new batch coming up that will need to be paid then I will have a little to just buy nice stuff with...Hmm...What to buy what to buy ( Read more... )