i just hope you know that there's so much more that i could say. i'm not even sure i would know how to, even if i wanted to. someday, someday i'll find the words.
tonya, you are a force to be reckoned with - always have been, always will be (i hope). i mean that in the best sense, but you knew that. i love watching you grow and shrink, then grow again...it's nothing short of inspiring. i may never be as close to your light as i'd like to be, but i see it and feel it...and so do many (all?) of those around you. there are not words owned by me, or anyone, that can begin to measure the love and respect for you and everyone else reading this (and those who aren't) that i have developed and continue to develop every moment. i didn't mean for this to go on this way...but it feels right, and even if it didn't...it would be here just the same. the things i've felt and yielded to all along are shaping me, now, into someone who understands that for, at least, this moment, it is crucial to tell everyone what they mean in a world of dull definitions and so much solitude, just sitting there, over the wealth of what we all have together. there is so much more that i could say...but there are those of
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Hummmm. Oh love, you always seem to get into my brain and pull out all the things that I want to say. I feel so... stagnant. Like there is nothing left in me to bleed except...well, my period... and that's just not a pretty things at all. This winter is so hard, because it really is a force that traps me, you know? I can't even write anymore without feeling like I'm recycling the same words. I need a new season, a new experience... and a new ... something. someone. You know where I'm going with this.
I got dizzy when I read that post. Way to make me nearly pass out, love. :)
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but i think you already know.
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take me someday in spring.
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and of course - spring's just waiting for us to find the ground again.
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i dunno why, but it touched me....
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I got dizzy when I read that post. Way to make me nearly pass out, love. :)
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