arizona tomorrow. tomorrow! yes...i dont really have words for this place anymore, but i hope y'all are well and spend some time doing whatever makes you smile. <3

today was perfect in every way. i've never really had roses and helium balloons delivered to me, and i dont think i've ever cried(overwhelmed speechless tears) in front of a whole formal restaurant before. my family is the greatest gift i never asked for. really, life is good.

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i wiped vomit from a toddler's mouth today with my shirt because i had nothing else. i pushed him in his stroller for too many minutes saying 'you're ok' because there was nothing else to say. i dont think he was even listening. i recieved one call from connor's mother telling me that they were going to be 20 minutes late...and i told her about ( Read more... )

new layout, compliments of m'darlin jenn and many hours of color-oriented fretting. <3

remind me to say it all later(for all that words can try to do)...

now its time for summer fun with my mairen.
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sometimes it seems like we try to hold on
//to the space between days

i've stopped asking
why?

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i like
___going to bed with the day
___'s art on my skin

and i said...

i want to be raw for you.

there is paint under my fingernails
//and tucked behind my ear.