i know i need to go to college because:

i check 4 blogs and 2 emails and then get annoyed that i have no more to check.

Colleen and I are roomates. CRAZY

I'm just happy. And thats odd.

All year, I'd been unconciously feeding that I didnt deserve to be happy.

And then Chris came along.

I'm capable of falling in love.

thats all.

:)

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Being in love is just the best thing ever.

I remember thinking profound thoughts in November and December, some in April and also hating where I was at, writing because I had no way to confront the fears of facing my problems other than to type and shut it away. I wonder now, if livejournal is worth keeping for me, and why I keep it, who I write to and who hears me. I'm over a certain ( Read more... )