the subject of this entry describes my entire look on life ( Read more... )

well no school tomorrow, praise for that. but i dont really have any plans, i wanted someone to spend the night with me so i wouldnt be alone. well sara might i am waiting for her call. and i have that interview tomorrow, kinda nervous, bc i really want the job. and later on that evening i am gonna do homework with tina. geez i love her, i feel ( Read more... )

well i dunno about me and ali.....super sad but to get over her(which i hope i wont have to do) i will have to forget about her or have a real long depressing talk with her, which i kno she isnt gonna want to do. i think she ACTUALLY doesnt care. which really sad considering weve been friends for awhile. and i thought we were real good ones until ( Read more... )

i am thinking...about going to a place i thought i'd never go to again. i think it might help because i have slipped into nothingness again and have had the thoughts again. and a habit has become more frequent. but i dont kno what i'd do about school. maybe a break is what i need, i time to be alone and regain consciousness. this time i think i ( Read more... )

well i guess ali doesnt like me or something ( Read more... )

mother fucker!!!!!!!!!! i always hit a button then lose all of my entry.......grr......well i am not typing all of it again, so here is what i said briefly, got in car wreck...stupid pres election essay...aunt flo+cold=bad chihuahua balls...and thats about it ( Read more... )

i kno u think i am a hypocrit, but to let u kn o i told addison everything, and maybe someone is trying to reevaluate her life...and wanted to try new things, i didnt like not ever acting my age.. and to let you kno when u drank i didnt say but like 2 sentences..i dont give a shit if u think i am a hypocrit, bc i have stopped saying things like " ( Read more... )

i have been so super busy...well lets start with my beginning of my week, monday... i went to hang out with ali bc she got back from cinci, i spent the night and i dont remember wht we did bc it was too long ago ( Read more... )

i am at alis so i cant make this a real long entry. i have drank some this summer, real big deal to me. and anyone who knows why dont think about giving me shit about it bc i dont wanna get all fussy with ya! i went to an actual party last night,, it was ok. i saw a lot of ppl i didnt kno and i talked to kailyn(sp?) stumler and i talked to ben ( Read more... )

i went to holiday world with jesse, addison and jesse's dad yesterday. i have to say i had fun. i dint ride like anyrides except ragin river rapids, but we went to the water park. the reason we went is because jesses dad had a business picnic thingy, and we went for free, and got free food too! i did not like the wave pool, as jesse and addison ( Read more... )