wow...been way too long but im here to just to update for those who never read it anyway......

stop your breathing for one last moment my sweet child, you deserve to swallow again, if you keep holding you breath all of this will fade away, and if you keep believing well be lying in the rain, folded like a piece of our memories, so we can keep ourselves together, please continue, stopped the air from traveling inside your lungs, theres ( Read more... )

......the rain came poruing down on this quiet sereneity of the bluish tinted house, the glowing street lambs, casted shadows through the trees, that blanketed the walkway, the small green gems of bushes lined the white picketed fence, the american dream satnbds before me. with every precious surreal step towards the white door, with the flower ( Read more... )

Nothing was supposed to hurt like this. missing you was always one more kiss ( Read more... )

somewhere behind lies the death of the stories we love ( Read more... )

trying to find myself happiness, well it hasnt worked out, i have failed in everything i ahve tried....maybe im not the most perfect person for someone in this world and i figured out that i have to deal with it...everyone else seems to be so happy...and i cant stand to sit here and have nothing....so im trying my best to find out what iam suppose ( Read more... )

flowers die but beauty lasts in the hourglass ( Read more... )

anyway just finished watching blue collar comedy tour which is hilarious...well anywho not much is going on...apparently my life seems to be a bore...but im having fun here at matts house im spending the night now were spraying shit at each other....like that crap that you sue to blow and clean shit with when u hold it upside down it freezes so ( Read more... )

this is the end of dreams ( Read more... )

i ahte my mom....its a sad occurence im aware and maybe im an asshole for it, but its just that most of the time shes a real bitch about everything...i have these driving lessons, which i dont mind taking at all....but i was originally suppose to go at 12:00 to 2:00 so i cold make it to the party at like 4, but noooo...she said oh yea its ok to ( Read more... )