I got flowers today. It wasn't my birthday or any other special day ( Read more... )

Yes I passed the temps test at the DMV. It was SOOOO easy but yet I feel such relief. I'm going to school at like 11 so I'm just gonna write "stuff" later cuz I wanna watch Price is Right be4 I go.

Hi. I don't even know where to start. I'll just recap a bit. Tuesday I was ready to walk out the door for the bus and my mom is like go to the airport with me. I was sort of mad cuz I could have slept an extra 45 minz if I woulda known be4. We had to bring my brother to the airport cuz my brother, his wife, and two kids are moving back here ( Read more... )

Well today was lemme put it this way...making the best outta the worst...I didn't wanna be there today but hell, I was. After school I took the 3 bus to Sears for drivers ed until 530 and than I got picked up instead of the bus. I was supposed to go to the library and tanning with Amanda but apparently that fell through. I wrote a letter today, ( Read more... )

I'm so angry with everyone

...There's always something
in the way
There's always something
getting through
but it's not me
it's You...I don't wanna just put all my problems on everyone else but I honestly think it's true. It's not me, it's you. I've been trying so damn hard at everything and everyone. One day I'm good with Alicia and Amanda, ( Read more... )

No use doing anything anymore...

acceptance never happens...

to be quiet frank, I've never felt this alone and what's worse is...

...I know I am...

Oh, and Alicia and/or Amanda commenting saying oh I heart you don't mean you're there for me so don't get the "right thing" confused with the "true and from the heart"

Well today has been decent so far. I was just leaving the store with my gram and CC called so I went over there and was there till after 2. I came home, watched what was left of the Packer game, and now I just got home from giving the puppy a walk. I really didn't feel like going out in the cold but my mom's b/f is home and @#%@#%@%. I'm so ( Read more... )

Well the past couple days have been ehh. On Friday Amanda and I [Alicia had to clean before she could come] went to Ticketmaster and got the tickets for the Ludacris and Chingy concert woot woot. We went to Crossroads and got 8 CDs for 8 bucks, heh. Than we went tanning. After tanning we caught the bus downtown. Alicia was supposed to be able ( Read more... )

I need to kill myself.

I don't care what anyone says anymore.

I changed my mind and I'm just going to explain these past few days now ( Read more... )