Yah haven't written in here in a few I think so umm...Friday Alicia, Amanda, Eric, and myself went to the movies. Well actually we just ended up going to eat at Applebees and than over to the movies not to see one but just to chill. Kayleigh was there and we sat down and talked for like a hour, thank God. I got home that night and really felt a ( Read more... )

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Well I'm pissed. I have a headache from hell because of this fucking black eye. I have a fucking cut under my eye that I'm sick of hiding with my hair. I just fucking got tripped again and fucking hit my fucking head which already fucking hurts@#%@% FUCK FUCK FUCK!!! I have no one to talk to, I'm pissed, I'm pissed, oh and I'm pissed!!! I have ( Read more... )

Yah today is 6 months with CC...I'm so happy about that. Just tell myself that none of my problems exist right now. All that exists today is 6 months of love. Oooo and I got a huge bump lol. I'm on the bus with CC and Joe and Frank are sitting across from us and Al or something and I'm sitting in the same seat with CC but sitting sideways with ( Read more... )

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I forgot I got my mid-term...grades suck of coarse cuz of the whole not being at home and not having anything to do my assignments with so yah here they are ( Read more... )

Yah haven't updated in a couple. Tuesday night I met Amanda at her drivers ed class at 830. She dont have drivers ed anymore but she had to make up one class or she got her permit taken away so I met her there at 830. We went to McDonalds down by the lake and met Shay. Than we went to his appartment till about 1030 and than I called my gram and ( Read more... )

God,
Make me stop hurting...I've been hurting too long. Everything and everyone around me hurts me...I hurt everyone around me. I'm sick of being so wrong. I'm sick of crying everywhere I go. I'm sick of sulking. I'm sick of solitude. I'm sick of it all. I'm so lost. God...just take me away from here :'(

I forgot...another slightly "big" thing for me. Cuz of this whole situation at home I guess there's that chance of going to live with my aunt in Ohio or like everyone calls it "just a visit" yah...JUST a visit that lasts how long but hey life's great right...sure that's what they want you to think