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[fallin_into_you]

Have you ever had that feeling of emptiness, where absolutely nothing is going right in your life? Lately I've been feeling like that so much and honestly, I have no idea how to deal with it. I feel like every time I turn around, I'm fighting with another person in my family and the most famous words come out of their mouths, "selfish." Nothing

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[uselessgood]

so its 10am on a STUDY DAY, which means i have no classes, and my allergies keep me up so i decided to skim through livejournal. and to my surprise, my poor mia, is sad. and i love you BUNCHES AND BUNCHES OF OATS! two weeks and im all yours. i really am dreading moving back to the isle and you will be my only savior. i promise, we can have all the mocchiatos we want. i love you!!!oh&ps- dont feel sad; but if it counts, your first sentence was my life throughout junior and senior year. believe me, itll pass! ♥!

[fallin_into_you]

love you jules.

[resilient_me]

dana

i've always kind of thought of you as a little sister, and felt a little weird about it because you and your sisters form a little tight-knit group that i couldn't really ever breach if i tried. But still, you're definitely my fake little sister. we haven't talked in like forever, but i definitely miss you, and i definitely read all of these entries.

you aren't a bad person in the slightest. i've known you for a long time and you have one of the biggest hearts that i've ever seen. depression is a really shitty illness because it's literally invasion of the body snatchers. you and lots of other people around you that love you see this person that looks like dana but doesn't sound or act like dana. it's not dana, it's depression. i know that we've never talked about stuff like this before really, but i know a lot about it. i've been through it over and over and if you need somebody to vent to who isn't going to judge anything you say or do, you can call me. 516-204-2933 anytime day or night.

<3<3

[fallin_into_you]

wow, you don't understand how much that comment meant to me. i miss you too and i always knew that you were going through depression but i don't know why i never talked to you about it. i'm not depressed but i'm sure your mom has told you my situation. after reading this comment, i'm kind of mad at myself for just briefly saying hi to you at church when you come to visit. you really are like a sister to me too. hey, you got me high for my first time! honestly, i'll never forget that day. not just because i got ridiculously high with two great people but just because when i was crying about my nana dying, you were holding my hand every step of the way. thank you for that

[karamel_baby]

i love you dana im always here for you even if we dont talk much.
youre beautiful and wonderful and special and dont forget that.

[fallin_into_you]

yes, yes, we really don't talk much but i love the little comments we leave eachother. it's our way of keeping in touch. i want you to know that i'm here for you too, and i love you even if we're just really close livejournal friends<3

[anonymous]

danaaa! i read the whole thing and it wasnt bullshit
u know u can talk to me if u EVER needed.
or if u randomly feel like screaming at me "to get in the car" i will next time
alot of things r changing jr year and if u havent already noticed boys r stupid and useless.

love youuu,
lisa h.

ps - sorry u have to stare at my underwear during child dev ..i realy need to find a good belt. =]

[fallin_into_you]

next time i see you i'm going to run you over!

but seriously lisa, either stop purchasing granny pantis or buy an over-sized t-shirt to cover your fine ass!

peace and thanks for the comment.

smile

[wish_i_wasentme]

ive been feeling the same way. like no matter what happens everyone is always against you. especially the family department. Itll pass. just think of good things and try to get your mind off of the negative things. Theres always another day and another problem, but the trick is to not let it get to you..

<3

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[fallin_into_you]

thanks shazz, i love you<3