How do you find the words to make everything better? How do you figure out exactly what's going wrong in your relationship when you're not even sure what exactly bothers you? I'm at a loss for words.

superbowl, alone. dinner, alone. relationship, over.

i hate that life sucks except for when i'm on stupid fucking anti-depressants.

the only thing that's keeping me sane right now is the song snow by the red hot chilli peppers.

can everyone please stop fucking dying.

we live in a sick fucking world.

Today I realized just how pathetic I really am. There's this guy that I like so much it's crazy. The only really horrible part about liking him is that he's the biggest douche bag I've ever met in my entire life. You're probably thinking to yourself, "well why does she like him?" I guess I've asked myself the same question over and over. You ( Read more... )

I've never cried over a boy in my entire life until this weekend and I feel pathetic.

I can't stop crying.

I remember this one time at about 11:30 pm when I was driving around Floral Park and I saw Bobby on his bike of course. I pulled into the associated parking lot and he pulled out this flashlight. I swear it was the brightest light I have ever seen. He shined it in my eyes and said with his hysterical voice, "license and registration please." I ( Read more... )