I really honestly thought that I believed in God and now as the hours go by I question that more than ever. I'm so sick of hearing "God only takes the ones he loves." That's the biggest fucking bullshit I've ever heard. How many fucking people are going to die? Is it something in the air? Does "God" really hate this town that much that he has ( Read more... )

This is probably the stupidest question ever but I'm really torn as to whether or not I should quit cheerleading for the 2006-2007 school year. I've been a cheerleader since 7th grade and as stupid as it sounds, it's really a huge part of me. I've always wanted to be that varsity cheerleader, blah blah blah. Now that I am one, the only thing on ( Read more... )

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Have you ever had that feeling of emptiness, where absolutely nothing is going right in your life? Lately I've been feeling like that so much and honestly, I have no idea how to deal with it. I feel like every time I turn around, I'm fighting with another person in my family and the most famous words come out of their mouths, "selfish." Nothing ( Read more... )

Why am i so fucking sad lately?

I need to write down all of my emotions and get them out but I feel like I'm at a loss for words.

Have you ever felt so uncertain about everything going on in your life? I feel like one minute I know exactly what I want and then the next day everything I was so certain about suddenly becomes so cloudy. I guess what this really boils down to is what I take for granted, Stupid things such as having two boys. One minute you realize how much you ( Read more... )

prom ideas? we already have a bus, help me brainstorm. thanks

so my best friend in the entire world, jules, just told me that she will be staying in floral park next year. i haven't been this excited in a long time.

even though i LOVE my new haircut to death, i kind of feel like growing it out a little. not crazy crazy long but longer than it is now. i need some help, what do you think?