Its been a long time since I posted anything on here...I have moved shop over to myspace. It seems to be a more alive community than livejournal. So find me on there...
I will be checking in from time to time over here...

I feel that being happy is like playing a game of russian roulette. Only about 1 out of 6 people are truely happy. I guess somewhere in our lives we spin the chamber and pull the trigger. That one squeeze determines it all. I ask you and myself everyday when I pulled the trigger. I guess every new relationship you enter no matter if its friends or ( Read more... )

Well, Like most of mid-america I am taking a long weekend in celebration of Labor Day. That means a long three day weekend, but I dont want it at all. This weekend, this month, next month are all haunted by a glow of could haves. With so many plans before all gives way to nothingness. With so much hope before all gives way to numbness. I go places ( Read more... )

I've tried it all twice or more ( Read more... )

With the high pace world of insurance running me over, I find the pressure of it sometimes unbearable. To know I have to do this or I got to sell this much to be seen as an equal among my coworkers is complete bullshit to me. My boss was telling me about this 10 n 10 pin. I have to sell 10 life insurance policies in 10 days to receive this pin of ( Read more... )

Well the weekend was headed into the shitter pretty fast. So I said fuck it, I jumped in my car w/ monkey and we started on our way. We headed up to Buckhead, which is north of the capital, to meet up with seth. He was held up in a hotel there for a wedding and we couldnt resist crashing. After hella directions, thanks monkey, we got there. Nothing ( Read more... )

People always want what they cant have.
People always try to take what isnt theirs.
People always lash out at those who love isnt theirs.

I am the money man, I make the money anyway I can, I spend my money on my son, I do what I can until the day is done ( Read more... )

I am very tired and worn down. Been working a lot and now am fully capable of starting my new job. But I dont know if I want it or not. My sister told me I need to do what makes me happy, but I dont know if this is going to make me happy or not. What is happiness anyway? Is it a state of mind, a feeling, or an idea? I wouldnt know because I dont ( Read more... )

I know I havent updated in awhile, but been on the grind baby..working for the man....and earning that cheddar ( Read more... )

I have made a list of things you shouldnt do after being up for 24 hours.
1)Drive a car
2)Carry on a conversation
3)Play video games
4)Remember things

Karma...thats right...karma bitches. All i have heard is how much i deserve negative karma, and so many bad things to me. I know there are people out there who wish for me to fail, wish for me to be ( Read more... )