aahhhh. Im fucking going crazy. But im getting a new car by sunday. I told a few people im giving them 100 dollars to who ever finds the car i want. NNIIICCCEEE ( Read more... )

Im single. Sleep deprived because of an awesome weekend. Im moving on. Enjoying my life again. Being the old mandie again. NICE.
Life is getting better.

so i havnt updated in about a month but i doesnt really matter because absalutly nothing has happened. Im not starting school till winter i still have the two lame ass jobs only now i dont have a car right now. It broke down on the high way when i was on my way to work. Sweet huh. I sold it to the junk yard for 120 dollars. Sweet. Annnddd. Me and ( Read more... )

ummmm ( Read more... )

So i hate george of the jungle. Im tired. I start college soon..well maybe in the winter...i dont know yet.
My birthday is in 4 days. Im excited about that. I hate work.
I like the fact that its rainy and cloudy today.
I like the fact that im super.

My life just constantly twindles downward....

how fucking lame.
right?

One of these days...maybe ill ACTUALLY matter to someone. One day my life will be the most important thing to someone. But i dont see that happening any time soon. So ill just miserable and deal with someone telling me that although he doesnt mean it.
whatever.

i have a myspace now so i now i suck because im just one more idiot that has one
http://www.myspace.com/mandieis_awesome

You wanna know whats funny? When someone tells you they`ll never hurt or leave you, they always do. Isnt that sweet?

So. Today was a really bad day. My life just gets worse sometimes i guess. Me and dan are done for good. He left me at the carnival and walked away calling me a bitch and telling me to find my own ride home in front of his whole family. We havnt been together since the first week of june but theirs not even a friend ship ne more. Nothing. Then i ( Read more... )