is it really all my fault?

Jun 20, 2004 11:04

yes, it is true, yesterday a heart was broken, a life was altered, a person will be missing forever, and is it really allmy fault? i cant help but say i am upset about evan breaking up with ( Read more... )

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xstoneintheseax June 20 2004, 17:24:42 UTC
what can i say i am sorry ash theres nothing i can say that can mend a broken heart.

hope things get better......

<333 britt

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falling4evan June 20 2004, 17:27:54 UTC
thanx britt....i guess i am okay though...i hope to see you when you get back to jax...<3 u......

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xstoneintheseax June 20 2004, 19:35:11 UTC
angelxfromxyourxnightmare@hotmail.com

email because i am your psychologist remember?

heheh

<3

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dragon_king June 21 2004, 02:03:34 UTC
hhhhhmmmmmmmmm ( ... )

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falling4evan June 21 2004, 02:23:45 UTC
jaki....you are amazing! i think you are like one of the most real people i know. i tried so hard with evan and he pushed and pushed me away....i wanted to be the ONE he could count on....i guess he didnt want that....i just dont know jaki....its soooo screwed up....he wants to be friends and then he posts stuff on here that is sooo contradictory of what he tells me.....i wanted evan to love me because deep down i loved him....why else would i have put up with everything...all the times he called me bitch and idiot and all the times he just walked away...he said he didnt want to do it soo thats why he waited so long...no matter what though jaki...i appreciate it that you care somewhat about me...enough to try and make sense of evans actions...i hope we call still hang out sometime cause you seem like an awesome person...thanx again <3 ashley

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dragon_king June 21 2004, 02:35:02 UTC
okay...... personally everyone in our family loves evan. we love him and care about him soo much. i think alot of people do. but somehow when there was times where we would belive someone loved us we gave them are all and then they didnt give back as much as we wanted for them to give back so we gave up. we got mad becuz we spilled ourselves to them and they ended up hurting us or disappointing us. the thing is ddep down i think evan really does care about alot of people an dlove them but somehow he tends to just ruin everything good he has. thats something that i have always wondered about. something i have never understand about him, but in knowing that i still keep him close to my heart and love him all the worth while even tho i know he will say things that hurt my feelings and act one day one time and another way another time. the thing is u just have to understand it and get used to it. it took me awile but i have grown to it. i love evan with all of my heart and i hate it how he keeps ruining things that could have been ( ... )

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falling4evan June 21 2004, 02:46:35 UTC
if we hung out i would leave evan out of it....i mean i want to hang out like a group thing or something....maybe we could all get together....me, you, sara, nette, whoever....i dont want you to piss evan off or anything....if he doesnt want us to be friends and it would cause you guys problems i would just accept the fact we couldnt be friends...yah know...im not tryin to sound cheesy....i will erase what you wrote if you want me too

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