Kyle Fewox....ahhh...he touched my hand today...it was awesome and he let me borrow his book from school so i could file some stuff in the right places....hopefully something will come of this....i hope God has a plan for my life and it involes Kyle...so last night i decided it wasnt a good idea for me and evan to hang out anymore...i have to get
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why did it have happen this way? why did so much heartbreak have to
take place? last night was the best night we ever....EVER.....had and
it came from seperation...thats sooo crazy.... it was great and i just
couldnt fight the feelings...i cant say Ididnt feel good...i did....i was just hurt and confused and i couldnt
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im suffocating once again....i really need someone to talk to....i know it sounds cheesy but i cant make myself feel like crap once again....i thought it was over with the feeling bad but i guess its not...evan was totally wrong about me getting over it in a few days....wrong again evan....wrong again
not sure how i feel about anything anymore.....i have made so many bad choices....why? why me? i heard evan came to my work today or yesterday now whatever....why? why doesnt he just call? he knows that i have my phone...not sure...that seems a bit sketchy if you ask me...anyways...i had fun today....hung out with shanna and carissa... saved! was a
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i may take you up on the offer if we make it an even 80.....you have to promise its for what you said it was for....tell me if you want to make it a deal...
yes, it is true, yesterday a heart was broken, a life was altered, a person will be missing forever, and is it really allmy fault? i cant help but say i am upset about evan breaking up with
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yeah so last night nette came and picked me up to go see katie.....then evan called and we picked him up so he could go and when we were leavin the gas station katie and jessica pull up. so yeah....it was strange being around someone who hates you with a passion but i guess i handeled it well? i felt kinda left out though....like i couldnt be
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