sometimes i come in here and read these journal entries and feel like i am going to suffocate. like the oxygen in my lungs gets lost on its way to my heart. im not sure whats going on anymore. im not sure if what i think is going on is going on and i cant make accusations out of thin air. i know that i can survive and move on if what i think is ( Read more... )

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okay so i havent been updating but i havent really had too much time...i just want to say thanks to antionette. i had a great night.....i will update later....

okay so i have been a tad busy lately but i had a few mins. to ( Read more... )

some(what evan would call)nosey fucker posted a comment on my journal.....guess the ashley haters club is still goin on....thought that bull shit was over....o well...

ive been busy but i still wanna hang out with everyone so just give me a call and if i know the # i will answer, if not leave a msg. 982-9001

<3 ashley

p.s.- the penguin is for u

i havent been updating....havent really felt like it for that matter....but ive had a pretty good few days i guess....i will leave you with the highlights ( Read more... )

did you delete my picture?? i know it had to be you...no one else knows the password....asshole...but i still <3 yah...

yesterday was good....thats all im gonna say....

i think that its safe to write about my day cause it seems like its over....so i had a ruff day....i tried talking to evan but it seemed pointless once again....i really miss him....i went by his house and josh lied and told me evan wasnt home and i was like"your lying"and he was like "yeah i am"....evan had told him to....so went in the house and ( Read more... )

well yesterday was....well....lets face it mostly horrible. i thought that evan had said on monday night we werent going to go to the dmv to get his license cause he didnt want to get up early so i thought we werent going to go....plus he wouldnt talk to me online( and that would have been okay if he would have just said...im busy we can talk ( Read more... )