hey! i am back. shows how bored i am. adam is on now. u know what, i just like 2 feel loved. it doesnt matter who it is or if its real, w/o it, i feel empty. i miss adam the way he was b4. and i miss mykel the way he was when hed say "sweet dreams dear" and make me feel like he would always be there. i hate how he has adapted to us like it never ( Read more... )

hey! i am back. shows how bored i am. adam is on now. u know what, i just like 2 feel loved. it doesnt matter who it is or if its real, w/o it, i feel empty. i miss adam the way he was b4. and i miss mykel the way he was when hed say "sweet dreams dear" and make me feel like he would always be there. i hate how he has adapted to us like it never ( Read more... )

i have never typed a journal entry in a pc. odd. i should write 2nite too, but i am so tired, no energy at all. worked all day, came home, went out 2 buy food, then i went on a long walk,. just trying 2 gather thoughts. i got an email from kristy lee 2day about how she doesnt want 2 be friends with me, or dawn, lauren and ktb nemore. she said that ( Read more... )