and that is the complete truth. it is funny how easy i fall into a habbit. how much i miss someone when i dont talk to them for a day. and how much their messages mean to me when i wake up.
what on earth is going on with me? i feel so strange. like i dont even know how i am anymore. i won't eat, or more like i am not even hungry. and i feel as if i am always on the verge of tears. i swear, i dont even know what to do anymore.
sarah says: you are always laughing at me ->aaron. says: no im not! ->aaron. says: only 67% of the time. lol sarah says: then what are you going the other 23% of the time? sarah says: hmmmm? ->aaron. says: mimicking you.
it is weird. how you can not see someone for so long and then you hang out again and it is like..well not old times, but it seems so much like the same. as if you were always friends. you just click.
ok i am going insane and i have all this energy and i am sick and i have a stomah ache and i dont know why my mind is racing and i think i am gonna throw up and i know this is a run on sentence but i dont give a fuck right now
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