the chronicles of narnia: the lion, the witch and the wardrobe was amazing. go and see it. you wont be disapointed.

it is amazing how life changes sometimes. change still scares me somethings, but now i know that what is happening is for the better. i am making such amazing friends when i act like myself. i dont have to worry about pleasing them or doing what they want, because if they truely want to be my friend, i wont have to act that way ( Read more... )

every night i lie awake thinking about why i feel the way i do. at times i can be so happy and then the next minute i feel as if part of me is missing. i feel so empty inside, and i want to fill up that void. but i guess i need to first figure out why i feel so hollow inside-what part of me is missing ( Read more... )

last night.
yea.
fun.
this morning wasnt.

me?
a social butterfly?
i think not....
even though i have become way more social this week.

ps. otter pops have their own music video and two other songs. wow. what drugs were those people on when they made them up?

i feel like i dont even know who i am anymore.
and it scares the shit out of me?
how much of me is me and how much is a product of advertising and the mass media?

ain't that a shame.

**dances in a circle**
**thinks i do dance like a penguin**

cheap trick is amazing!

it is amazing how changing one thing in your life can make you feel so much better about anything...how much hope it can give you for tomorrow and the things to come. even those i am around everyday say the have seen a change in me, that i am so much happier than before, that i giggle and laugh more. they say my personality seems more light...and i ( Read more... )

this weekend was a emotional hurricane. but it was needed. it feels so good to have finally come clean, and now i can talk to someone to get all the things in my head settled. and maybe i can start to live a normal life again.

basically these are the times when i am going to be home (oceanside) until the rest of the year ( Read more... )