so i am feeling better. although i still feel like something is missing i am not sure what that something is. i feel like i am forgeting something or that someone is forgeting me. even though that makes absolutely no sense ( Read more... )

i have one of those feelings again. the kind i get when something bad is about to happen or when something back has happened and i am not being told about it. these feelings eat me up inside and make me feel so helpless. i hate feeling this way. i just want it to go away, but it is eating me inside and out. and i cant even talk about it because i ( Read more... )

The nights are getting colder ( Read more... )

why is it always so quiet when my roomate isnt here? actually this week we have been getting along very well, it is making me very happy. myabe i was just over-reacting. i wouldnt be surprised. i have been known to do things like that ( Read more... )

once i was asked "If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would your first thought be?". and i couldnt help wonder what other people would think ( Read more... )

it prolly isnt a good thing when you pass out two days in a row ( Read more... )

so, i have this essay to write. the problem: i dont really understand the class and thus i am not too sure on how to or even what to write the essay on. i am prolly gonna just follow the disscusion in class. i mean i think this is meant to be a rough draft. and that is exactly how i think it is going to come out ( Read more... )

i am not even sure what to think anymore. i feel like i am in a state between crying and wanting to just sleep and never wake up. i am happy then i am sad. i am laughing then crying like there was no tomorrow. i am supossed to be living this life that people all around the world dream of and while part of me loves it, i feel so lost ( Read more... )

bored ( Read more... )

i still need to pack....but i am very much a last minute person.