running out of luck

Apr 22, 2004 22:09

Well hey everybody, whats going on in your lifes. Well mine its starting to suck. I realize that i hate my self. Not all of me but just a part of me and it has been fucking with my mined and its the only reason that i am not successful in life. Its because i fucking put things off. I tired of it, i just want to relive my life and start over. I ( Read more... )

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i dont know what to tell you.... feeble_minds April 23 2004, 13:28:29 UTC
Devin i really dont know what to tell you other than that i am really sorry.. and i will help as much as i can... but you have to really want to do this... not for me.. not for your parents... for you.. and only you. sometimes life needs you to space yourself from everyone... and i mean everyone... like me, SEAN, and your band.. and everything... i know you dont want to lose the things you love, but what are you going to do when you find yourself up a creek without a paddle?? i've had to leave my friends and boyfriend at one point just to get everything done.. and it too over 3 weeks but i was aloud to see them after i had gotten everything done... i dont mean to preach and i dont want to tell you what to do, but i know you are stuggling, and if u dont fix it soon, you may not have time to fix it... i love you.. always remember that... and you will be someone. i know you will... you just have to give up some stuff right now... and thats ok...

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Re: i dont know what to tell you.... iloveshred April 27 2004, 18:33:00 UTC
Hey dude. I know exactly how you feel. I used to do the same exact thing, and sometimes i still do. Libby has a pretty good point. What you need to do is figure out your priorities. What are the things that are necessary and what things are important to you. Then I know this sounds stupid, even I thought so - you have to just do it. No one in the world can help you but yourself. You may have to in the end give a few things up, like libby said, but it is worth it. Don't worry man, you 'll be able to get your priorities straight, and you have a lot of support from your friends and people who love you. Just remember, you are the one who has to do it. If you need any advice I'm always around, you have libby, and you have Sean. I wish you the best of luck man. You will be able to do it. At least you know you have a problem, and that is the first step to solving it. All the rest is up to you. Don't give up hope, the worst thing you can do is tell yourself you can't. YOU CAN!

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